Seriously, blog, im sorry, ive neglected u, please forgive me =0=
Anyway, topic 1 : Boyfriend, topic 2: besties, topic 3 : monehhhh, topic 4, sch work!
Now lets start with 1, Boyfriend, seriously, I think im generous enough to stay with him until now, damn it, I should be more cruel, I dont get the attention I used to get anymore, even worst, the smses, calls, anything, chatting cease to nearly zero, wtf is happening, idk....prolly the love is fading? its what not always u see on the surface we are like a very good couple, we do quarrel, and mayb even for the smallest things.... now that it seems like this, single life might be better....
Now i can only quote neko's inevitable phrase, "Zhou yi bu kan yi bu luhs".... I really hope things will get better after a new year arrive.
Besties, LOL...I hardly see them, okay only like for my bdae, I assume im too indulge in my sch work, a no life goner =.=...anyway im 22nd alrdy, nothing to be happy about, i only wish i had more time to go out with my friends. Then again, the money part comes in...
Being my besties I guess they know, my family are not wealthy, daddy's job hasnt been a stable one, so adds up to alot of problem, daddy has to go borrow money in order to give it to me as my weekly allowance, omfg, I seriously wish i could freaking kill myself, i dont want myself to be a burden
And there I was, blogging, when i shld be doing my info sec, or poject, damn it, I only had a week lesser, :( when will I learn to manage my freaking time!!!no, as in, stop all those dramas and concerntrate lady! U dont have much time!
Seriously feel like fleeing to somewhere where I couldnt be spotted by any of u :)
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